By Misti
Date: 2002 Jun 14
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Embudito Canyon

got our first monsoon of the season
this afternoon
I heard the rumbles of thunder
and saw the distant silver sheets of rain
comin' down out west
as I walked down the dusty trail
and I was thinkin' of rattlesnakes
and hungry bears and mountain lions and how
you told me not to drive these streets
for fifteen minutes after a monsoon
I was nervous
and breathless
and the bikers pissed me off
but I kept walking
not knowing where the trail led
my head filled with all the usual
varieties of confusion and frustration
I wanted to lose myself
and be filled with the desert
I thought of my Cherokee blood
and how long it's been ignored
you see
I need the heat
I need to dance on fire
I like to burn
the shade you offer
is nice
but I have got the veldt in my veins
never for me
the complacency of the comfort zone
the air conditioned nightmare
I've put you through enough hell
for one eternity
but I can't say the flames
won't rise again
and lick our heels
passion is hissing in my ears
telling me this
is not
enough.