By Misti
Date: 2002 Jun 27
Comment on this Work
[[2002.06.27.00.02.29083]]

Mollified

she wasn't completely (brutally) honest
with him
she kept her secrets
she played her roles
best buddy watching the football game
knowing what was going on (one)
Betty Crocker baking lasagna and brownies (two)
big sis providing a shoulder to cry on (three)
she was everything she thought a woman
in love with a keeper
should be
she wasn't a bee she didn't buzz or sting
and she wasn't a jewelry whore asking for
a diamond or even a garnet ring singing
holy hosannas to Jackie O. for her
impeccable taste
what a waste and a shame
that she played the age old game
by the same stale rules
jewels are no compensation, after all
when you're playing the fool
blowing your cool for some semblance
of acceptance
diamonds/garnets/pearls/amethysts/sapphires
are not a girl's best friend
she knows that
she keeps her deepest needs to herself
pretends to be placated
with an occasional term of endearment
and a trip to Marble Slab for a scoop
of Cookies-N-Cream
she dreams of more
sure
don't we all
(except for cynics and poker players)
but she listens to the mangled angel
inside that whispers with a lisp
You Will Burn to a Crisp if you don't
shine baby shine
a true Valentine without
the blood
the jagged edges.