By Autumn Blankenship
Submitted by Misti
Date: 2002 Jul 31
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I Woke Up


I woke up this morning
The sun snuck through my blinds
Dreams of sin rolling thru my mind
So the world still spins, disappointed again
My day begins
The weight of my body sags beneath the sheets
The dread of reality dances above me
A kiss on the cheek from the man who loves me
You're going to be late (a very important date)
Clean the house, pay the bills
Mundane routine so sickening familiar
Care for the dogs, love your husband, love the Lord
Smile & laugh and don't look so bored
Remember to pray, my head hurts so
Where to start
Never enough time, and always too much
As good as it gets is never enough
Waiting for God to call His bluff
Is this what the fuss was all about
I want my refund
Return me to the pink starburst
The cotton clouds and crystal moons
The emerald seas and the blue lagoon
I want to dance again and fly so high
I have almost forgotten
Vacation from my soul, freedom from my mind
I am late again, sad again, sick again
Can't win for losing, I never win
I woke up this morning
And didn't want to.