No more crying.
I am not laid up in the fetal position.
I am eating and sleeping in normalcy.
No more achy, brachy heart.
I can breathe the breath of God in each new day.
But I feel disturbed.
My thoughts are an unending search that is all done in vain.
My quest for unanswered questions and unanswered prayers is futile.
Why do I keep looking for a sign that doesn't exist?
When will I be healed?
Where and when will the closure be gained?