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By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Sep 29 Comment on this Work [[2002.09.29.22.03.11114]] |
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I used to feel this way about you but now that you illustrated to me that you aren't perfect all of that disappeared instantly What gives you the right? Are you perfect? How can you feel a certain way about someone and completely change your views To tell them that you wanted them, and now you don't to praise them, and then put them down worse than a dog Don't treat me this way, I refuse to take it It's hard to take, its hard to be perfect I can't do it anymore, and i refuse to try I don't understand how people can be so inconsiderate of my feelings To cast me away, without a second doubt It hurts to hear that I don't measure up to your expectations that your idea for me, doesn't match mine don't judge me based on what you deem to be right walk a mile in my shoes, and then judge away its impossible to know how i feel to know the certain hells i deal with on a regular basis to understand that there are days when ever I hate myself it really helps to know that you hate me, too don't treat me like dirt, and then blame it on me don't try to make me feel like i'm the bad person you are judging me, just like everyone else has in my life all my life..love has been achieved after passing numerous tests well i won't take it anymore i would rather fail all the tests and lose all your love instead of letting you in, and then having you find another reason to leave me i'll lose you now, cuz it's easier when i'm prepared its easier to lose you without hearing you say..i used to care for you, but now i don't know until you prove yourself to me i'm sick of proving myself to every goddamn person, instead i say i used to care what you think of me, now i don't know |