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By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Oct 10 Comment on this Work [[2002.10.10.15.20.11136]] |
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Lies, Lies everywhere lies I see them, I touch them, I taste them They are sometimes sweet, yet they turn sour so quickly Why do you have to lie to me? You lie to me because I let you and I lie to you and everyone else Its only for one reason I lie If i told you the truth you wouldn't believe me If you knew the real me you would hide Just as I do You would seek and escape But once you know the real me you will run just like everyone else I wish I could get out of this bad dream known as my life What's wrong with me? Why am I forced to live in the hellhole known as Earth? forced to be me each and everyday of my life If I were you, I wouldn't want to be around me either I would take a pill and forget about me You say that I am unforgettable, yet you make it seem so simple to forget me How could you? You lie when you say that you love me, you lie when you say that I am special to you You are like everyone else Don't worry about my feelings they are insignificant in relation to your life and your happiness When I thought I was special, I was lying to myself I am so unique, unlike anyone you've met before there is a reason for that I am different, but not in a good way I'm not like anyone else Just once I want to fit in, to be with the crowd I don't want to stick out, to become an illustration of all that's ugly and wrong with this world that we live in I take things for granted, now I want them back Lies, Lies everywhere all my life lies have become my reality and all my friends tell me lies about my importance in their life I am no one, I deserve no one Why do people like me? I am such a horrible person, and it makes me sick to think of all the stuff I've done yet i can't stop, i can't stop Help me! I want to get better, but I keep doing the most disgusting thing on the face of the earth They say that your body is the only temple that you'll ever have but mine isn't a temple, or sanctuary, its a product of Hell My whole life my body has been used against me, and now that all my enemies are gone, I'm doing their job for them Lies, Lies everywhere I was lied to when I was told that I was beautiful, unique, shapely Shapely is just another word for fat How would you feel knowing that people have used you over and over I don't want to be lied to anymore but my lies are getting me punished I am losing important people in my life I would lose more if they knew the truth about me Lies, Lies everywhere I pretend to not see past them It's such a pity I would rather live a life of lies than one of true reality, because reality is so much more painful |