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By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Nov 10 Comment on this Work [[2002.11.10.12.14.860]] |
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How is it fair? You have hurt him in the exact way in which you were hurt yet you have no remorse maybe that's why you're jealous of me He loves me but you refuse to but out to mind your own business to just let fate take its course but i have decided to fight you to question your powers you are nothing you are no one What makes you think that you are better than me what you don't realize is that he's in love with me that it pains him to be separated from me that in reality, while trying to help yourself, you are killing the one person you proclaim to love Nothing can keep two hearts that love each other apart not you, not me, not a spell You are no longer powerful because I am onto you Your lies, deceit, and jealousy are no longer hidden They are out in the open for the whole world to see When he finds out what you've done, you will be punished God will punish you, and most of all it will be returned to you so think about all the ill wishes you have towards me, because from now on, you're placing them on yourself How is it fair that a total user like yourself deserves to have the friendship and love that I've worked for I've never hurt anyone, yet they hide from me, because of fear because of you when you lie down each night, do you pray to your gods that he will be yours this can never happen, because he doesn't love you no matter the power you believe to wield against him, it's all an illusion if you ever get him to love you, which I doubt it, it will be as artificial and worthless as you are You aren't a good person you pretend to be interesting, insightful, intelligent but you are neither instead you are a bitter shell of a woman taking her frustrations out on the wrong people jealousy will only burn you up inside maybe you should have better focus, ideas, and powers don't use your powers for evil, have you ever heard that? you took two things away from him that can never be regained you should be ashamed of yourself don't pretend to be friends to people who you only truly despise it's a tragedy what happened to you, but the same thing happened to me you don't see me judging people and taking it out on others you need to get a life and move on, suck up your tears, and quit hurting others you have no reason to be upset, the family you have is wonderful don't pretend to be the victim, you are the agressor You are the one who hurts others and pretends to need someone who wants to be let in and solve their problems your only problem is your lack of regard for others and your intense jealousy you have no right to be jealous over something that you never had in the first place obviously your forceful nature didn't win you love in fact, i doubt if you even have real friendship with a person that you harmed you took away a part of him, and he wil never trust you again so no matter what you do, it's a lost cause i know what you did he told me, and for that i will never forgive you, nor will he so just stop being jealous of us, then contradicting it by playing childish games stop being a child and become a woman Get down on your knees and pray to god stop feeling sorry for yourself and stop hating me because he loves me i'm asking you to bow out gracefully now the sooner you bow out, the sooner you will find true love for yourself your capable of receiving love, once you let go of something that's not yours to begin with and stop living the lie known as your life how horrible it must be it must be horrible to realize that you don't have one true friend that every person who you wanted to be your friend, saw the inside of you and ran the inside of you is very ugly, tarnished by all your deeds, anger, and phoneyness towards mankind I used to feel sorry for you, now I just feel digust for you You have no power over me, you are nothing In fact, I am above you in both stature and deed I give love and receive love freely, I don't take what is not mine Do you want to use what happened to you as an excuse want to know something..my FATHER took advantage of me you don't see me desiring to do it to anyone else Although, I don't trust men fully, I don't seek out to hurt the poor, vulnerable ones and then try to get them to love me Why don't you let him go? We both know that he's not what you really want you try to impress him, but he's not impressed in fact, i'm not sure he's really your friend from the way he refers to you Unlike you, I don't hurt other people, I hurt myself although this isn't good, it's a better alternative I do have eating problems, and issues, and I'm very intelligent, thank you probably more intelligent than you You try to come off all mysterious and cool and I'll admit I believed your facade for the longest time now I just look at you like the loser you really are you don't think it's fair, do you? You know what's fair It's fair that I'm going to be a successful attorney and marry the man I love soon That I'm a good person and I don't deserve your abuse, lies, nor your jealousy what's not fair is that you keep interfering..so please stop before it gets ugly It's not a threat, it's a promise So grow up, and take responsibilities for your actions learn to develop humility as you see me with the prize i deserve it's only fair. |