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By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Nov 11 Comment on this Work [[2002.11.11.10.31.9634]] |
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I'm letting go I'm moving on with my life towards new beginnings, new horizons you are still important to me It's just hard for me to deal with right now I'm sorry if I disappoint you for giving up so easily but it's something I must do this time in my life is so stressful, why add more They say if I let go you will return unexpectedly is that what I'm hoping for? you bet, it would be in all my wildest dreams If you decide to return, give me a call subconsciously, I'll be waiting but for now, I stop worrying and let you go Letting you go isn't easy it's necessary It's hard, but in time it will get easier and what's meant to be will be There's nothing I can do to tempt fate it's already written, already recorded my heart has its own happy ending it beats anxiously waiting fate I'm letting go to what it hurts too much to hold onto to the tears, the pain, the anger to not knowing what I want and all the anxiety that accompanies it Don't be mad It's something I had to do your stubborness decided to do it your way my heart decided to follow suit This doesn't mean that I won't think of you time to time but frankly, I need to get on with my life I need to sleep, to eat, and to love again and to dream bigger dreams then what I've dreamt I've been so down unable to be brought back up when the time is right you'll reenter my life when that point comes, I'll be ready be a new person ready to fall for your new person our souls will be the same only stronger, more appreciative of what we share Until then: goodbye and farewell I hope only the best for you, can't say i wish you love but its the selfish part of me refusing to let you go but remember I let you go for now, but love you forever |