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By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Nov 29 Comment on this Work [[2002.11.29.22.12.23299]] |
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Selfish the word that has caused me an inner struggle my whole life it's like a curse that won't go away am i really that bad Why hasn't God caused me to see it why has he hidden it from my view does it make me a bad person does it really keep me from being loved at times, I am selfish, but not intentionally I am an only child I am a recluse but it keeps me from getting hurt explain selfishness to me try to step inside my world and define what my life is really like controlled, disciplined, secluded Selfishness keeps me from opening up to you and once I have you find the need to escape to hide from all of my burdens and instead depend on others for what I've freely given we both have been selfish with one another we didn't appreciate each other as much as we should have let's try again and this time let's leave selfish out of our relationship vocabulary |