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By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Dec 01 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.01.09.49.27449]] |
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Solaris message the message was so deep, so beautiful that it brought tears to my eyes and made me hope in the movie, his wife kills himself because she is depressed and tells him that she can't make it without him but he leaves anyway only for her to take pills, and all the lifelong pain when he comes back for her, it's too late, he's gone this man, who saw no need to believe in God was humbled, was so haunted that he dreamed of her daily and couldn't go on without her if he had just not been so angry, his soul mate would still be alive how i long to end it i wonder who would find me who would be the first person to see me enter into my next leg of the journey but you tell me that you're not worth ending my life over, that no one is am i worth ending my life over i try so hard to be a good person not to hurt anyone but it's always me who ends up getting hurt I can't deal with the pain anymore you have gone, but will you return we have similar issues, yet you see mine as petty you criticize, you make me cry if i died, would you come back for me and grind your teeth, and grab your heart for your loss or would you just joke about how pathetic i am and tell all my friends that i was a weak person would my 'friends' even care would they know how much they contributed to my demise would they even apologize to me at my funeral i doubt it, they are so selfish that they don't see it doesn't make me selfish to deal with pressure differently from others if i don't go out, it's my business no one else's if i hide, and don't want to be found, it's my right the message of solaris was beautiful life on earth can be hell and sometimes anger can take someone away for years but the love you share with someone will never die today, yesterday, and everyday from now on, i pray that god will end this pain will take me from this place i'm through i don't want to experience anymore of this so solaris, if i had the nerve, i would hope for the ending that made me smile star-crossed lovers are only separated on earth but heaven is a beautiful place full of happiness and second chances |