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By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Dec 01 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.01.10.00.5592]] |
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Portrait of me tarnished, torn, and unhappy full of contradictions unable to be recovered the portrait you paint of me, is totally off how many people share the same portrait of me it's what one of my friends say, it's all perception it's your perception of me, that makes you dislike me, but it's not reality you paint me with selfishness, weakness, and suicidal tendencies with friends who aren't true to me you say, you know what it's like not to have true friends yet you don't recognize the phoniness of mine portrait of me full of blood, full of tears, full of despair the portrait of me, can never be repaired if you return to me, will you hurt me as much as you have now your reasons for drawing this portrait of me make no sense you aren't being true to yourself or to me you say you don't love me but have you ever how can you judge me so quickly i thought you were so great and you say you thought i was so great now you paint me as a bitter, selfish bitch how can you do that to me i don't think the world revolves around me but i am in control of myself i need to take care of myself to get over this to get over the greatest blow i've ever experienced don't judge me you don't know what i'm really like or what i've gone through i will never trust the people that surround me every time i see them, i hear their thoughts of me life is a contradiction that i wish would just stop all together like some cliche the words run through my head like a marathon only its never-ending and i have no hope of escape i can't even escape from this portrait of me you say that all you need is my friendship that this wierdness is usual within days, i have gone from your number one supporter, to an insignificant outsider let me say..that your portrait of me is inaccurate, flawed you obviously don't see that i love you, i want to be with you, and that i've done so much for you don't trust my friends just trust your heart about me, and how much i love you cuz the portrait of me should be full of love, not hate |