By RainbowChaser
Date: 2002 Dec 06
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[[2002.12.06.09.31.15435]]

Cry

Cry is all that i can do
it consumes my thoughts, my emotions, my actions
my whole body wretches with sadness for you
but all i can do is cry

crying doesn't make me feel better
because crying isn't bringing you back
crying isn't easing my mind
or slowing my sadness

it hurts more than you know
how you promised that you would never hurt me
what are you doing now
why am i overreacting

i want you to be in my life so badly right now
i cry myself to sleep
i cry when i wake up
each day, i shed a tear for you, for us, for the love that we knew

where did you go
why did you leave me all alone
i realized i scared you
but i don't deserve to cry like this

everyone tells me to be patient, to hold on
but i have nothing to hold onto
my life is hydroplaning into destruction right before my very eyes
and all i can do is cry

if i cried would you hold me
or would you instead try to be strong and to avoid me
i don't want to alienate yu
to make you hate me, but i love you

please don't make me cry
take all my pain away
with three little words:  i love you
and then i will no longer have to cry