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By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Dec 30 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.30.21.16.10857]] |
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I must give you up although, I've never had a feeling quite like this in my life Holding onto you hurts me more than I can bear I'm never the one that wants to let go I was daydreaming today that i would call you up and calmly tell you that this 'friendship' wasn't working for me Coolly, I would tell you that it wasn't your fault but that i could no longer be held by the last hair left on my head and then demand that you make a decision and finally, just say goodbye and farewell In my heart, I know that you would agonize afterall, you call me at least twice a day every day and then i wouldn't forget to mention that all of your 'emotional outbursts' are driving me insane but the most outstanding part of the performance would be when i bluntly told you that you were an awful friend that you needed to get your life in order asap or that you would be without me i would also recommend that you get all your stuff apologize for not being able to take this anymore tell you how wonderful you used to be and finally end with telling you that i hope you have a wonderful life I know that if you didn't have me, that you would be in a sad place but for some odd reason you don't see it you don't seem to realize who you are calling at all hours of the night who holds the tissue for you when you cry the other night you did apologize, but it was long overdue I don't want to be just your friend I have plenty of other friends and for once in my life..i don't want another Call me selfish I know you are going through a lot of things in your life But so am I and I don't want to be bothered with your loneliness or bullshit unless I stand to benefit I'm 21 years old, I have men who want me For some odd reason, I'm stuck on you But I want all this shit to be over I want you to get down on one knee, apologize for all the pain you've caused me and just propose Where would you be if I gave you up? Cold, Lonely and much more bitter Instead I hang on for the day when you realize that I make a better everything That you truly wouldn't survive if I gave you up |