By RainbowChaser
Date: 2003 Jan 01
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Beautiful

Beautiful, inside and out
Deeply committed to making a difference in this world
That's all that humans have to give God for allowing their existence here
but what if i stray, like so many others before me

strong willed, tenacious, and enthusiastic
I'm ready to start my life
to begin a mission
to start a family

California is calling my name
will i answer the call?
will you come with me?
if not there, where?

I can make it on my own, if I have to
the past has made me strong
who I am today
an independent woman who isn't uncertain about her abilities

I'm aware that I make contributions to the world we live in
and that I'm capable of so much more
while being happy
and realizing that i'm beautiful

It's not outside beauty that keeps you happy for eternity
it's what you feel in your heart
it's what you give to yourself
but most of all, what you give to others

i can make you smile, if you've had a bad day
I can be a good listener
I'm a supporter
but most of all, i'm a nurturer, sometimes too much of one

my capacity to love you is beautiful
my capacity to forgive you is refreshing
and my heart is unique
and despite what i've been thinking a lot lately..life is beautiful

life is like a grab bag
sometimes the prize is worthwhile
other times its pitiful
but, just like any other lottery system...the wheel comes around in your favor after a while

ever notice that the day after a horrible day
that the sun shines
if only in your mind
and all is peaceful, beautiful