By RainbowChaser
Date: 2003 Jan 03
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Fly on the Wall

To be a fly on the wall
to follow you to your different locations
and see the real you
behind all the facade, the mask that has separated us

What are you really like
if i could read your heart
would my name be emblazoned in all its veins
the blood, a servant to my every whim, desire

Being a fly on the wall
would leave me unbiased, able to make a clear decision from all angles
instead of experiencing one of your many different moods
and being told what you want me to know

what would a fly on the wall think of our relationship
would the fly find me to be stupid, naive, overly idealistic
or would they find the great beauty in our relationship
the quality that not many people see

you keep your feelings for me so bottled up, so hidden
until in a spontaneous moment
you come to me, with your heart exposed
i feel good, hoping and praying that all your down moments will disappear forever this time

but again, i'm shuffled, muffled, and confused
unable to understand what you want from me
unsure of what path to take next
if only there was a fly on the wall, who could provide me with this guidance