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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Jan 03 Comment on this Work [[2003.01.03.00.08.15314]] |
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Friends, the people who make it so easy to live on earth to survive depression, anxiety, and an eating disorder those who share all your thoughts but fail to run for lack of desire friends are an important part of life but, I think lovers can be fair more significant I want to be your lover I have too many friends who aren't real, i don't desire anymore what am i to you do you feel that all the time we spend together is in friendship do you kiss your friends do you cuddle with your friends when you told me you still loved me, my heart jumped my soul ached to be reunited with you but what am i to you there are times when you test me too far i understand that you are confused but help me understand let me know what you want even if you only know that you want me you want me in your life you don't want me to ever leave you then how is it hard to make a commitment to me when you know this already how hard is it to ask me to be yours it's not like i'm not yours already it's not like you're not mine already i don't have the desire for anyone else and neither do you what's keeping us in this stage except, your other friends receive hugs from you so freely and i am made to stand in line to prove my loyalty, allegiance to you when will this end when will you grow up and take responsibility for your feelings for me wake up before you lose one of the best things in life that you've ever had you may not have been dealt the best hand in life but you've been given someone who will do the best they can to bring you sunshine someone who would walk through fire for you and only ask for love in return friends don't do this for one another friends don't share the love we share for each other so here it is....either take me as your partner or lose me as your friend forever because i'm more than a friend you depend on me like a girlfriend, a mother, and a wife don't take that for granted or you may just lose one of the greatest people you've ever known |