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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Jan 03 Comment on this Work [[2003.01.03.00.23.16017]] |
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My baby who hasn't been conceived yet is being harbored in my mind has crossed into my thoughts more than a thousand times the baby I want is haunting me My baby-the perfect being, the one I long to love, hold and protect the one who can't seem to wait so impatient that it's existence has occured even before its conception before the time is right my rational side tells me that the time isn't right to bring a being into this world but my heart is longing for the promise of a new start for the love, beauty, and uniqueness a baby can offer why do i want this all of a sudden what has caused this sudden shift in my consciousness every where i go there are beautiful babies everyone has one it's like my biological clock has just went off i'm ready for a baby now but my career isn't prepared for such a shift and i'm not married, not even close i must be realistic, a baby will have to wait at least five more years until then...i will dream of the perfect being who will be conceived when the time is right until then school and career come first i'm afraid that they will keep me from having a family but i'm a protector of balance i'll balance my baby and my life don't worry baby...it won't be long...mommy will see you in a couple of years |