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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Feb 09 Comment on this Work [[2003.02.09.12.37.13636]] |
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Don't ask me how I feel I can't tell you don't tell me I don' t know how you feel because maybe i don't care don't demand that i leave my sanctuary, my safe haven where no one can hurt me, and I don't have to put on false appearances i appear so happy, so focused, so alive but i'm a walking contradiction look beyond my smile to see my eyes, my tears, my pain everyday i return to the tunnel of pain there is no escape there is no rescuing me if you could rescue me would you even try you've had so many opportunities but you are too selfish to realize too self absorbed to even care the tunnel of pain keeps me from relating to you i feel like a bleeding heart i see all the injustices of the world but i'm blinded so that i can't see the good i want out of this story line, to someplace happier, lighter this tunnel of pain is dragging me down i can't escape i want someone to rescue me all the pressures are weighing me down all the deadlines are piling up like dead bodies in a tragedy i keep smiling hoping the story has a happy ending the ending doesn't include you please leave me now i've tried everything i know why do you have to show your good qualities now when i'm ready to let go even if i could escape the tunnel of pain you can't rescue me...you're not the prince i've dreamt of there is another...whose always been in the background but who has now stolen the spotlight his love could crush this tunnel of pain forever |