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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Feb 23 Comment on this Work [[2003.02.23.11.08.21634]] |
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Waking up at various points during the night to find that that my slumber has been interrupted by something that i can't see but that suffocates my heart, leaving me gasping for breath doubt swirls inside my brain like an eternal whirlpool and remains there nothing you say can stifle it you've already committed too many offenses already can i ever trust you again you place too much emphasis on my faults but refuse to see yours for example your colorful depiction of the reality do you realize that you exaggerate that you are untruthful that your reality exists to only you and your perceptions are fucked up i doubt that you care about anyone but yourself or that you have enough common sense to get in and out of the rain you seem to think that you have an offspring you doubt so much, why don't you doubt this, why don't you get a paternity test am i so jaded that everything you say to me goes in one ear and out the other that i'm constantly looking for you to commit another flub i can't even look at you anymore because your inner asshole has taken over your life you try too hard everyone else sees it why don't you if you did, i doubt you would care there are always going to be people who are initially attracted to you you are a good looking person with an ugly outside i used to be able to look past it, but with gnawing doubts you're becoming a harder pill to swallow |