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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Feb 23 Comment on this Work [[2003.02.23.11.41.2391]] |
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Escaping all the baggage, pain and hurt that belong to you but somehow seep into me only to bring me further down into the abyss my only escape is my bed where i can close my brain off and forget about you for an extended period of time sleep provides what nothing else can alcohol, drugs, or purging don't remove you from my brain for such an extended period of time but sleeps does so effortlessly, painlessly in my dreams, you don't exist there is no pressure to come to a conclusion to solve all my issues to provide an explanation for all my shortcomings i've become so skillful at shutting reality off by slipping into bed that it's all that i want to do it's my only hobby, friend, pleasure dreams are a much better alternative to reality dreams are so kind reality with you is so harsh there's no incentive to wake sleep used to be a requirement, now it's a necessity one of the only things that allows me to cope maybe one day, i'll be able to truly live again without the constant desire to sleep my life away |