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By aparajita Date: 2003 Mar 26 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.26.16.32.30085]] |
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days and nights go by circling each other warily; time never ceases tho i seem to stand still. thoughts swirl and badger of the distant past berating me for the undones and taunting me with the ne'er will be's. constantly i wonder if i will ever excise you from my life. daydreams and nightdreams are one and the same: you, always you, there... unbidden, unwelcome and unhindered cajoling me into believing you never left me this alone. will i ever comprehend how hot can go so cold in a space of time as small as that? can peace be found in some future moment allowing comfort in another love without the tell-tale walls that are so desperatly built for protection against a foreign invader? wishfully i try to envision this desiring above all else to once again feel a heartbeat next to mine. |