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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Apr 08 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.08.13.32.12619]] |
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Somehow today i find it hard to believe that i wasn't set up that my whole existence and feelings were nothing more than a joke a fun game to play with me that has left me wounded and hurt beyond immediate repair you can't put a band-aid on my pain i can't lock it away i can't escape from it and i can't escape from all your previous kind words the ultimate betrayal is to be violated in the most humuliating way but then to realize that the person you trusted could stand by, without a second thought, and watch it happen without remorse, caring, or compassion i thought you cared about me that you watned today, tomorrow, and forever but obviously i wasn't valuable enough for you to fight and protect my honor like you said you would the ultimate betrayal is to lie in your own bed scared of what is going to happen disgusted by the sight of a horny predator who offers no option of excape or safety i felt safe with you i wanted nothing more than to be surrounded in your arms forever because i thought you were the answer to my prayers, the one i'd searched high and low to find the one who'd fight for me above all else and be my champion when the world defeated me well i've been defeated but i've also been betrayed which hurts the most you are a fake, a liar, and a cheat i only hope that you get what is coming to you how dare you be angry at me it's time for me to get angry now one day you'll feel the sharp stab in the back that i feel now i came to you vulnerable, hurt, and fragile instead of sweeping me up you kicked me down, left me wtih a deal soul and spirit irreparable is the damage you've done how could i have been in my right mind to try to apologize to you you need to get down on your knees and pray to god pray that he forgives you for what you've done to me because what you've taken can't be regained it took me a lifetime to get out of a hole that you so easily shoved me back into the ultimate betrayal is that i thought you'd give me the world if you had it, instead you took my world and stomped on it until it shattered |