By RainbowChaser
Date: 2003 Apr 22
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[[2003.04.22.13.57.952]]

Whose selfish now?

When you walk past me more than once
but refuse to even say hi
to even ask how i'm doing
i must ask myself, whose selfish now

how could you take all that money from your partner
then forget to acknowledge the partnership that you've pledged
actually, i don't want anything from you anymore
because you are not capable of a kind word, deed, or thought

i just want you to pay my money back
and one day i pray that you'll know what you've lost
i was your one true friend, confidante, treasure
but you threw me away remorselessly

whose selfish now
all the things i've gone through
then to realize that you duped me too
do you know how much that hurts?

i thought you wanted to help me
to give me the moon, the stars, the world
where's the effort
your words mean nothing to me anymore, just as you do

i don't want you back
i can't believe that i wasted four months buying your lies
literally, buying your lies
because you are too big of an immature bum to take responsibility for your feelings or actions

don't tell people that you don't have feelings for me
because i know you once did
you were just too screwed up to show it
just remember the next time you need me, i'll do what you've done to me:  turn my back

you've turned your back on the person who was your best friend
the person who believed in you more than your own mom
and whose love was immeasurable, infinite
one day, when you're sitting alone and wondering why, give me a quick thought..and ask yourself who was the selfish one