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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 May 03 Comment on this Work [[2003.05.03.00.25.13136]] |
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How could I have known that with one small action I could cause such pain an unintentional pain but a pain that results in you not speaking to me i thought you were my friend i thought that we were bordering on best friends but with one small miscommunication you ignore me, deny me access to you why does this always happen why do i always fuck up things that are going well in my life you were a constant companion but looking closer, you weren't always there when i needed you you would ditch me for a guy on a regular basis you were kind of psycho at times just like the reason you're mad at me you are just like every other fucked up person in my life you say one thing, but you mean another don't push me towards someone in a drunken stupor and hold me to sober standards it's ridiculous, how was i supposed to know i thought that you were rational that we had a lot in common and that we understood each other but they were right about you, you are a bit off how could you talk to someone who violated me and expect me to believe that you're scoping for evidence you are too close to the fiery furnace of hell to not get burned he will suck you in just as he did me before the attack and before you know it you're in, and there's no escape it's the ultimate terror you cut me like a knife when you voiced your doubts how could you say such a thing to me as a fellow victim and as my friend i thought you would understand i thought you were the answer to all my prayers a true friend that mirrored my desires and needs and had had similar problems the same as me but i guess i thought wrong, were you ever truly a friend |