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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 May 10 Comment on this Work [[2003.05.10.13.36.18730]] |
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Paranoid from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet an inescapable dread looming in my aura how come this always happens i get too comfortable and then all of a sudden out of nowhere my complete bliss is shattered to be replaced by doubt, anxiety, and confusion like a marathon my mind races what did i say what did i do does he not like me anymore then i overanalyze the situation until i've made myself sick would someone really stop talking to someone so suddenly when just yesterday i was on his speeddial, in his thoughts, and right beside him with his arms around me i'm just a paranoid wreck with an upset stomach to prove it i just want an affirmation that everything is going to be ok so that i can calm down and rest but there's no hope of that until he calls me will he ever will i ever see him again of course i will, i'm just being paranoid and letting my worried mind get the best of me |