By RainbowChaser
Date: 2003 May 27
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[[2003.05.27.20.17.13684]]

Why

Why are you allowed to live
to breathe
to socialize among the innocents
with no thought of what you've taken away from me

you should have a permanent mark on your forehead
that spells what you really are
trash, disgusting, frankenstein in disguise
so that no one would have to mingle with you

but instead i'm scarred with invisible, permanent scars
that will remain on me until the day i die
while you go on with your life
with no second thought of how you've ruined mine

some days i just sit and reflect
on all the negative shit that's happened already
and then am reminded of how you turned my own body against me
and somehow convinced everyone that it was my fault

i just want to bash your skull in
to castrate you and force your parts down your throat
so that you could have the tables turned on you
and be left to wonder why, what did i do

those are questions that will flood my head for eternity
but there's no escape, no relief
and sometimes i feel the scars widen
when i'm all alone that's when the pain rushes back like a flooded damn

sometimes i even curse our creator
for creating a being like you
and allowing someone like me to be victimized by you
but i'm never very far from wondering why