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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Jul 20 Comment on this Work [[2003.07.20.16.21.2145]] |
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For once, happiness consumes me thoughts of doubt never seem to cross my worried mind a smile rides my lips in an endless wave of bliss for once, i'm not consumed by sadness unable to awaken from my dreamlike slumber afraid of what's waiting in the next corner to blind me, hurt me, shatter me for once, its someone special whose keeping me happy taking care of me not letting me down for once, a month has produced all the happiness of a lifetime hopefully, it will only grow stronger never subside and most definitely never end for once, i'm looking at life without sedation without hesitation and without fear or overly high expectations for once, it doesn't scare me to trust completely i'm not expecting a sudden downfall and i'm not contorting myself to make it easier to slit my own throat for once, i want to be happy i want to dance in the rain, even if i have an audience even if i have no rhythm life is a beautiful game that i'm destined to win for once, life presents so many opportunities and i, being the life alcoholic drink to the last drop with no fear of tomorrow, but with anticipation of things to come |