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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Sep 19 Comment on this Work [[2003.09.19.15.38.21986]] |
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In my dreams, there is so much communication mystery uncertainty am i reading between the right lines, or am i blinded what are you trying to tell me why can't i hear what you're saying why don't i know what you want to say i'm so frustrated you're actively trying to communicate with me now but i'm not equipped to understand i try to listen to my heart to shut my mind off, and to close my eyes and listen for your soft voice mami-i know you're there i feel your aura i can sense your presence but somehow you remain out of the grasp of my arms i long to hug you to feel your body in the grasp of mine to remember what it felt like when you were here on earth in my dreams, i hear you so plainly, but when i awake, you're gone i can't find you it hurts me is it a premonition of grandma or grandpa i'm so scared i can't lose either of them but oh, my what if i must did you handpick shawn or am i deluding myself somehow i think you're closer than i realize waiting to pick me up when i fall i pray that you can make things better and allow them to stay as good i'll continue to dream hopefully i'll be able to communicate with you more effectively until i see you in heaven until then i'll have to be satisfied seeing you in my dreams |