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By cryingshame58 Date: 2003 Oct 22 Comment on this Work [[2003.10.22.15.23.28123]] |
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Tossing out the memories while waving my good bye Sucking in the fresh air and exhaling a deep sigh I am usually a positive thinker but all my hope was gone How could all my prayers and confidence steer me so wrong I had the heart and stamina to take charge and care for others Everyone could count on me, just ask my Mother So when I ended up where I thought I would never be Not only a shock for others, it definitely bushwhacked me Friends and family watched and wondered what was going on They all had their own judgments or ideas of what was wrong Their thoughts and feelings were lacking knowledge and unkind I didn't give a shit...my survival was the utmost on my mind Even on the brightest days I had thoughts of no hope My loss was only mine and no one could help me cope My lonely endless struggles & along with time standing still Brought me closer to myself and to gain a stronger will My grief was real for anyone that sought to see Little do friends and family know, that it's hard to be me. Always praying for others, for their happiness and health It took an overwhelming journey to learn how to pray for myself |