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By RainbowChaser Date: 2004 Jan 24 Comment on this Work [[2004.01.24.04.03.7513]] |
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Somehow you creep in when I least expect it isn't it ironic how deep the wound still is how easy it is to bring to the surface hurt wells up inside me in my hot tears as they flow from my face i'm angry at you for reasons unknown maybe you're not perfect i've known of my own imperfection for sometime but it comes as an unwelcome suprise now that i'm peeling away your layers to discover the vulnerable parts of you how selfish you can be sometimes i feel so hidden away so unloved so ignored maybe being ignored is the worst punishment next to dying being left to hide your tears while simultaneously displaying them for anyone who would dare to care Somehow the hurt remains in my heart maybe we're just not right for each other or is this some silly psychological game that i'm waging against myself again god, when will this nightmare end? hurt clouds my judgment, my eyes, my heart the deep, dirty mucus covers me in its vile protect me, hold me, make me feel whole again i want a boyfriend not an everything my strength is still present yet somehow its dissipating bit by bit as the debris floods my face and the hurt settles until it fills my whole body |