By Misti
Date: 2004 May 06
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hoW doeS iT FeeL To Be #1?

briefed you on From Depraved To Craved
not the poem
but the feelings and fucked up bad luck
that inspired it
always the long distance sweet sexy voice
while the girlfriend was sleeping
or fucking his friends
always the first girlfriend after a really
bad breakup
the blow job giver
trying in ways great and small
to take his mind off her
the bitch who didn't love him back

been on the torture rack/bed of nails
died on the cross
hung from the tree upside down
one time too goddamn many
felt the stinging of the slinging of the arrows
outrageous misfortune
forget me not
storebought cheap thriLLs
spills on the sleeve
you wouldn't believe
all the blood all the mud
thudding like dull thunder over the latest dud
thought he was a stud
best bud in the foxhole
shoulda known better
more times than I can count on both hands
and feet

you say I am sweet and that is one of your reasons
my sweet precious heart
my sweet wet pussy
my sweet Texas tea voice
and you aren't gagging when you ask
How Does iT FeeL to be Number One?

suddenly I am spun sugar
melting on your tongue
and all the world is a brilliant blur
yes i am your girl
my kiss is on your list
all of this should make me feel a helluva lot better
than I feel right now
feeling like an odd
random number
somewhere between zero and ten