By Misti
Date: 2004 Jun 02
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[[2004.06.02.06.42.16576]]

I Need You Right Now, Goddammit

where the fuck are you
it's 8:30
you said you'd be here at nine
I don't appreciate this one goddamn bit
I need a hit
of your lovely love
I'm thinking of you with another chick
I'm thinking of how well she can suck your dick
I'm thinking of you drinking and hanging out with someone
who isn't me
you aren't here to hold me
you aren't here to rub my back
I'm being attacked by the demons of doubt
and you're out
and I can't wait
I need to get drunk
I need to forget
who the fuck I am
recently divorced forced into poverty
because you're the only man I want
and I'm too stupid to get a real job
look at my broken heart, motherfucker
I've been robbed
I won't call the cops
I won't run to Texas
I'll just drink a bottle of vodka and think about my exes
and how too much is never enough
I'll tear out my hair and throw my stuff out the window
I'll leave a bitchy message on your machine
put enough gasoline in my car to get me to the cantina
don't need Purina for that high pro glow
just a Corona or two or three and a shot of Cuervo