By Misti Date: 2004 Jul 25 Comment on this Work [[2004.07.25.08.34.23574]] |
you got it you got me which is why I cried after the last e-mail and opened the Beat anthology and read the inscription I want you to know that I will always hate myself for what I put you through looking back I don't understand why or how it happened I just know it had to and you are happy now and believe me I'm glad I was bad for you for too long you were stronger than any man should ever have to be we just didn't fit I quit when I thought keeping on made no sense I couldn't sit on the fence like you and get through each day with a hike and a list of calories I needed more so I left but I am bereft and I realize you gave more than I ever thought I'd be given I don't foresee any more love of that caliber in my future so thank you thank you and Merry Christmas. |