By Misti
Date: 2004 Jul 30
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I Keep

I keep reading the letter you sent me
the letter you printed out with a picture
of the moon in the middle.
I've received more love letters over the years
than I can count. I've thrown most of them away.
I'll keep this one forever.
I keep thinking of our last time at the District
listening to the band on the patio
me drinking a gimlet eating a Caesar salad
working a crossword puzzle
you admiring me and helping me out
both of us guessing the wrong answer to
the lead singer's trick question
then walking across the street
to the 7-Eleven
I bought a hot dog with onions
you kissed me, anyway
and you meant it.
I keep remembering the morning you woke up
excited telling me about the dream you had
me and you and our little girl, a toddler
with her mommy's blue eyes and mischievous ways
hanging out at the Blue Dragon
I keep clinging to that dream
hoping someday it will come true.
I keep seeing you in the rubber ducky pajama pants
I sent you for your birthday
imagining you reading the book of my poems
I sent you
looking at the pictures of me smiling at my
grandma's in my Cookie Monster t-shirt
loving me longing for me all these miles away
waiting for the day
I return
to your arms.