By Misti
Date: 2005 May 23
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Not Insomnia, Exactly

my husband is sleeping, snoring
a few minutes ago he awoke
as I was printing out a letter to
a Christian man in power who is opposed
to gay marriage
my husband tells me that he likes to pretend
he is in a submarine
that soothes him into slumber
a few days ago he told me he likes to pretend
he is on a train for the same reason
my husband is a good, happy man
who is easily pleased
I could be sleeping beside him now
but I am wearing a green pore cleansing mask
I bought at the Vitamin Cottage
typing away my demons well past midnight
because I took a long nap this afternoon
while my husband made rigatoni and Caesar salad
and I am not ready to deal with the residue of the day
inside the clutches of my REM
don't want to dream of another tornado
or another stepfather
maybe the dreams will be better
if I pretend I'm inside a spaceship
all alone
with no aliens
to steal my eggs.