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By lilla Date: 2006 Apr 18 Comment on this Work [[2006.04.18.08.52.27056]] |
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May be I want this so badly Or perhaps not really. May be I prefer it this way Conceal the affection with a harmless smile. Left to linger that one sweet lie. Possibly, my choice to prolong it. Harbor the fear of giving myself away. And not let go of the anger of having felt this way. I enjoyed the sunset so much, not wanting to wait for it to rise again. I loved the feel of the rain dripping my face and disguise the tears that go with it. Awaken in between my dreams of my ghosts that never sleep. 'Been convincing myself to wait for it until it fades away. Not really wanting it to happen, just scaring myself to death. I hope it comes, not sure though, if it will ever will. So when I tell you I miss you, I really do And when say I love you, baby , I meant it too. I am sorry you never knew. |