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... how does it feel to be Real? ... |
hats off to Kirk! |
ay mali.... mali uli .... mali na naman ... mali agad. |
I won't go, And I won't sleep, And I can't breathe ... |
old friendship, old flames, old love |
ahhhh life |
you don't break what you don't like |
My DeLicioUs ambiguity |
Hali's replacement 'ei |
... not into me |
found and lost |
... and giving it a bad name |
blame it on the rain ... |
my post-birthday poem ... too tipsy to post on time :) |
... why then ... this...? |
... am sorry. |
i miss you. and but you won't see me again. it's alright. |
clearly, clearly i remember ... |
bumping :) |
i was shut down but ready to re-boot now |
... sometimes it's better to Stay Away. |
April Fool's was my 1st year away ... |
...saving the best for last |
...lemme tell you now ... |
misZed |
i misz you baby, but i have to... |
...get married na, huh. |
... passing the ultimate marshmallow test in flyin' colors |
sending you love and my best wishes |
Is there such a thing as a redemptive kiss capable of reconciling “Almost Lovers”, time, space? |
each time i see her ... all part of it .. i feel like ... i kinda doin a Very good job. |
...takin on Harem's challenge ;) |
Happy Valentines, baby. |
"I will always stay in love this way with U, baby." |
... green over black camisole |
breakin' point |
(untitled) |
love nonetheless, love always |
(... that's the reason why am trying to get another crack at it ... am decided ...not to settle with second best.) |
...burning all the way home, try to put it to bed but it chases ... |
the perfect rhyme |
... I don't Mean a thing. |
something waitin' to happen |
... somewhere from Jessica Stein i could not quote right ..but the thought's there. |
...a lingering memory |
She and You |
...clearly i remember |
I jusz thought i have a good excuZe, it's your birthday anyway :) ... and your silence meant "Youre wrong! I dont love you! Go away!" |
that was one happy ride ... |
how some danceable song could really be tearjerkin' mean huh |
my friends are still with you ... they have my number |
i mean, he's home and he's jusz my best friend . it's you baby, am in love with. so dont sweat. |
am juz sayin' ... i wanna make pots with you baby |
i need answers, too. |
...what matters most. |
la la la means ... |
Responsorial Psalm II |
crEEpy haLLow! |
i remember you once said "... you hurt the ones you love." I'd say, "Baby, you are Very Very wrong about that." |
this Friday pwede na ba? |
.... mutatin' The Corrs ... and a bit of Amos |
thank you whoever you are |
a movie scene, one borrowed line, and a river of tears |
they were right from the beginning |
we live in a craZy world, se'z he. |
U and Me |
isnt it funny to go on loving someone you don't know how to trust again |
Be well. Be happy. |
... exist in storybooks nobody buys anymore. |
the unforgiveness of us |
'am sorry am gone. |
this put a smile on my face, and some kinda sadness, too |
getting used of what Im already used to |
getting used of what Im already used to |
Officially Miszin' My Baby Marky |
(this is probably "subliminal" in the Bible) |
better to trust a stranger, than a friend or lover who was once trusted and then ... |
congratulations to your promotion.ive always believed in you.make this baby proud. amisssshuuu peach! |
...when hope nosedives. |
Ikke indbyrdes! |
Unbearable, baby. |
yeah, a rarity ;( |
No,no, but there's the dream of someone else :( |
try and try until i stop |
i was sorting old mails ... and found this |
i hate reading as much as i hate writing all about these ... the UnUs |
... i was within the vicinity ... i was tempted ... i took the bus and headed home. |
strike a Pose! |
unseen |
frustration written all over our faces |
... an inspiration from A Woman of Independent Means |
definitely, may be |
... dance and have coffee :-* ... then beer ... and make love :-* |
... on a positive angle ... dont you guys think am kinda overdoing optimism :) |
Acceptance is always positive. Positive is beautiful. Didn't i promise, not to write about Ugly. Its hard in this world, at this time ... but it certainly feels better especially after you click "publish it!" |
... i've always loved butterflies! |
baby wuv where you @? |
you'll get an invitation ... this time ... for God's sake ... take it. They don't come cheap nowadays ... love that is. |
'am sorry i dunno what to do, too at this time ... but at least baby, U know how much i care about U, and each day Me deliriously wanting to finally be with U ... |
...when "anti-climatic" has long passed. |
baby, need i say more? |
... the Now and the Us... what matters most |
in retrospect of 37 candles |
always lovers ... always babyd™ ...what's with Always,huh? |
Monday was both our fault ... we remain stupid fools ... lovers in rigor mortis! |
i love U still |
Almost lovers always do. |
i misz you so much. i know you misz me more even. |
why arnt you here with me |
inspired by MyFayeFaye's birthday :-* |
...hell's emptier. |
Reserved™ for my GreatLastOne™ |
...sometimes it doesnt make sense anymore. |
..smokin' Bob Marley will look good when seated beside her ;) |
my first day away from each other. |
give me life. |
a bump to ... ;) :-* |
a lil twist to the Little Prince |
i will misz yah baby |
let's not live with this pain. its not right. this is not the way its supposed to be. |
livin' up to the monicker :) |
Gee, id be busy after the last LuNA ... no time to waLLow. Im sure to use a friend to tell me if that's good or bad, i mean not to waLLow over my last LuNA ... |
...that question we should have asked each other 2 summers ago ... pwede ba? pa ba? kaya? baka? ...sayang kasi. sayang naman. di ba? |
love the one youre with |
...last night i had dinner with voltes 4 ... and so this |
wakin' up beside you |
no talk. no us. am sorry baby this hits me by the day. |
make me believe again ... and i will believe again |
... when the leaving comes hardest |
... like a child letting go of her kite. |
... that tunnel no one dared travel ... sentenced me to die |
my best dude is now a dadda ... |
wasted, wasteful |
panindigan mo yan huh |
as they say ... if you cant have the one you love, love the one youre with ... how sad huh |
Happy valentines day, baby. |
the scent of gYpsy turn ... breaks a heart |
one wisdomful Saturday afternoon with Mareng Gigi |
dont blame me for your choices ... i dont blame you with mine |
We Will Regret This ... For What We Became ... For What We All Made Out Of Us: The Epitaph |
the beauty of compartmentalizing |
..and to the memoirs of the li'l red haired girl who ne'er really had the chance to live. |
...bite your tongue. |
i loved you once, needed protection ... and U were never there. NEVER. |
clearly i remember ... i was in Bistro they were in Marina |
jusz seX ... plain seX |
Queen of Wishful Thinkin' |
sigh ... sigh .. sigh ... |
sigh ... sigh ... sigh ... |
my preference not his |
... my love affair with Chuck begins tonight, too. |
the World's worst break-up ... is that one restrained ... unrequitted. |
... moments that make me hate Christmas. |
for someone who been hurt too much (and not lesz) |
embrace it! |
i let go of you like a child letting go of a much loved butterfly i hold tenderly in my weary hand |
... the 32nd line this time :) |
isang araw gusto ko lang .... sumigaw |
.... typos!!!! with lil but very important correction |
.... am OK with my temporal celibacy ... go on ... what you do |
a lil clarification to cap mybabydanes™ candle 32 |
('ama alchemist these days ... mutating love songs ... forgive me) |
... all about U |
... just askin' if it is finally gonna be. |
...last too many |
tama ka ... sabi nga din nila ... you made this very clear from the start ... i jusz was ... gee ... mistaken ... (forget it.) |
tama ka ... sabi nga din nila ... you made this very clear from the start ... i jusz was ... gee ... mistaken ... (forget it.) |
...we are each others Thieves. |
better said, than heard |
... when its been EONS ... and am still stuck HERE. |
mess was created from day 1 ... that was intentional ... sad but true |
of course I know (a response to orange.skye's bulletin) |
...chessy is better that this |
if i tell my reasons, the askings will never stop |
if i tell my reasons, the askings will never stop |
nothing leaves without a trace but a memory of .... |
'lovin it! |
who knows, you might miss me,too. |
i know you're never here,i know too somehow this will reach you |
In true love there's no such thing as too late. Same with moving on. |
..He gives me a toast each time |
my 2nd prose in Filipino ... i think am doin' jusz fine |
a month after the year after |
true friends are like diamonds, precious & rare, untrue ones are like common stones, found in drinking tables. |
hayyy typos |
siguro sabi ng bata - - - mom ko talaga pasaway he he |
this was all i wanted to have in summer of 2006 |
she's having his baby |
jusz correctin' some typo... Wenggay kasi eh minamadali akong umuwi,yan tuloy hump! |
there is a problem ... |
is this my goodbye? |
this could be beautiFul, i know, i just know |
ohhh sweet eventuallys |
... a suitcase full of regrets |
how then? |
the science of scarcity |
the science of scarcity |
...and i misz you so much baby |
sunsets are lovely, arent they? |
lilla's entry to savana haze's bid to summer, my bid to my love, MDLU |
lilla's entry to savana haze's bid to summer, my bid to my love, MDLU |
account withdrawal |
am sorry that the leavin's takin' awhile |
the conspiracy theory |
he's got 3 birthdates, he still wears a mask,that same mask that didnt help me.i love him still. |
quitz |
now is the time |
from my significant friend GerryBoy |
terribly misplaced |
terribly misplaced |
easy |
my response to Mauie's blushing on GerryBoy's ... |
my friend, my lover |
...i look at the skye and see it lovely orange |
this is never gonna be easy |
i love this life, actually |
hopeless |
this is how i wanna be so @ 37, am jusz practisin' - - - EMBRACE IT! ;) |
i forgive you. let's try this again. |
i tried again ... and U did the same again |
...a few important corrections ;( |
U brought them to my garden and they killed HOPE |
happy together is the only way to win over this |
now tables are turned |
you need the savin' not me .... only God saves |
hypotheticals make a cat |
a suitcase full of regrets |
my song for my baby danes |
I know this one hurts --- it was meant to. |
foolish and painfully funny |
a rectraction from "im leaving", 07 April 07 |
here it goes |
it hurts to go,it hurts to stay |
tell me babe so i could lead you on to a better place for us instead of your unknown destination and me getting' lost with that |
coming back for you, babe |
i don't understand it myself, so please stop askin' why |
eat your hearts our out |
sayang ... i was savin' everything for you ... that blitzkrieg makin' love ... this hungry kisz ... myself. sayang talaga |
losing.... |
...i will be admitted,depending on how i react to medication, i promise to bounce back, when i do, let's be ready, baby, to paint this picture. |
makin' love in our dreams .... takes us there baby ... it just hurts from time to time though |
a painful lesson "me and you" are going thru right now |
....got too excited .... this is supposed to be my way of greeting myBaby, happy valentines |
kisz the sky. catch a fire. dance in the rain,. |
you got what you wanted baby |
haunting.... |
broken lines of songs |
...if youd just tell me Gerry was wrong ... i promise to believe you babe |
...if youd just tell me Gerry was wrong ... i promise to believe you babe |
the sad truth is ---- you never loved me |
haunting .... hurting us both |
be careful what you wished for, be afraid for what you didn't |
im sorry if i confused you but let me tell you this one last time, you did confuse me, too. (YOU remember this line very well) |
him --- whom I care about so deeply does not deserve me. that hurts. |
my journey ends here and now |
my journey ends here and now |
my closing clycle |
my song for my baby Mark |
not true what u think of |
not true what u think of |
what happened now |
what happened now |
need it, need you, badly now, here. please be quick. |
what difference does it make now? |
this ones killing me |
i miss you so much |
your closing cycle |
i was wrong this time |
throwing punches in the air |
i was right from the beginning |
getting lost in some dreamy circles |
craZyBeauTiful |
Too bad. Too late. |
.... why not :) |
It's worth a thought |
T'was a tearful journey. Godbye for now. |
Are you listening now ..... |
To that one night at Bistro, and the other many Fridays without you |
we can be beautiful together |
I don't own you, baby |
To my good friends Jenna and Benj |
It's good to dream, and BTW, it free of charge :) |
love-hate with destiny ( i wanted to write this in "Filipino-English" but I am afraid it couldn't be understood in its full meaning and I wanted so much to share this with you guys |
One of my many journeys with Sophie |
....when I thought I'll never get by from your lost. but it's been 10 years. I have lived to tell this tale. |
It's good to be Forrest Gump. But it feels good, too make mistakes, too. |
My poem for Superman when he first left me 10 years back |
In memory of Superman |
we may look in other ways, take different paths.just the same,we'll end up in that same road.we cannot argue with destiny. |