By lilla
Date: 2006 May 11
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some Thursday night (May 4, 2006)

Finally.

I told you I love you.
I was hoping you'd said you feel the same way, too.
I was waiting to hear it.
But you never said so.

I told you I couldn't see him the way I see you.
Yet you didn't stop me to.

You talked of us being together.
But do you really want us to?

And yet I bravely told you so.
You blabbered. i struggled in confusion.

Quietly you said you've fallen for her.
And did not elaborate.
I wish I wasnt listening very hard.
But I heard enough.

I was clenching my heart in my fist.
Silently asking God to stop my eyes to burn.
I don't want to say anything.
'Might end up bursting.  Not wanting to stop.

Tell me now ......

If I asked you to, would you?
Have taken it?  Tried to keep it?

What difference does it make now?