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By cryingshame58 Date: 2006 Jun 23 Comment on this Work [[2006.06.23.11.39.2191]] |
| another sleepless night brings me to prop up myself at work...I don't have the energy to smile and the mere thought of food makes me want to puke...praying that I'll be invisible to everyone especially the one guy here in the office that I've already reported the harrassment case about him...since my complaint it's obvious that his passive aggressive behavior has taken control...he certainly creeps me out and I, cringe whenever he steps inside my space...back to the real issue--because this creep is only a thorn in my side--my new chapter in life has brought a different trial in my marriage that has unavoidable hardships however for a moment yesterday they were all erased when he reached for me and said, "my pretty baby"...then he pulled me closer and kissed my forehead..."everything is going to be okay"...my married life can get so damned complicated and bitter, however at the same instant can be so sweet...while writing this he just called to check on me and told me that I sounded so young sweet innocent and sexy...I pinched myself and i'm awake...may have been one tossing and turning night, but each minute of this day is becoming brighter... |