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By lilla Date: 2006 Aug 16 Comment on this Work [[2006.08.16.07.45.30731]] |
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I Was out from loveblender for a while. Not a while though. Twas some good 2 moons. Nope I did not lose the inspiration. Just putting up some senses and picking up the pieces. Going back to myself. And simply forgetting. When I cannot teach myself to forgive. These are matters only time can define. When I only find myself being silly. Instead of going back to my poetry. When words go empty. Its because I don't really have anything to say yet. I have enough of that bad feeling. Shouldn't really be talking about it. Life is good so let me indulge only in beautiful things. II That love that makes you feel good. Sophie growing up wise and beautiful. My plans of going back to school. My country, my friends, my family. Sophia Clarisse. And this God who remained faithful all this time. Like changing the color of my hair. Growing my nails long. Doing what is right naturally and not minding it. Take back what I once carelessly gave away And choose to be happy once again. III And then you bounce. One full circle. Fall again another round. Hit your face hard on the ground. Bleeding starts and not sure when to stop. I hate to admit it. Ive fallen in love again. IV I see a bright light at the end of the tunnel? Is it the dark angel? Or the one who holds his halo by the hand? How does the song end? When do I bounce again? V Walking barefoot Alone in the rain I guess I have to complete this circle Embrace my pain Only then ... I close the cycle. |