By annski808
Date: 2006 Aug 23
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paranoia

Paranoia


I'll continue battling with myself
saving all my thoughts that is only meant for you
constantly fearing i might loose you
still, i have this fierce feeling of fighting for you
you're the only one for me

I vowed myself from the time you took my heart
I will only grow old with you
even if my voice grew scratchy-- i will still sing a song for you
even if my skin turns old and wrinkled-- i will still hug you the way i do
even if i'll lost all of my teeth-- i will still kiss you like the first time
even if my hands were shaking-- i will still write you some poems
and even if my arthritis attacks-- i will still satisfy you

despite of my stupid dreams, forewarns our relationship
i will keep on fighting , my love for you is not just a dream
our relationship is not just for testing
no one owns me but you, i have given you my sweet surrender
i surrender you my freedom

I am only meant for you
I can't continue living my life without you
half of me is you
you hold my being
blinded by the shining fact
that i love the way you love me
i've crossed miles and oceans
to find things i've longed in life
and you gave me that warmth
nobody could give

I'll stand with cane in my hands
holding and kissing you hands
standing behind the sunset
gazing thru your eyes
looking through those years
our first kiss
our first hug
our first meeting
our first freedom

till our hair turns grey
till our skin are wrinkled
till we're too old for sex
our time together throughout the past
the present
and the future


my body would grow old,
but not my heart who will stay young loving you

i will still hug you the way i do...
i will still kiss you like the first time...
i will still satisfy you.. like i always do...


i love you so much...