By annski808
Date: 2006 Oct 23
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[[2006.10.23.03.24.12878]]

time of my life

i feel like a stagnant water stucked in a sink
can't get through these mesh holes
i feel like my whole life is in this rut shell
i want to peek what's up in the trend
but i can't
no matter how much i reached out
i am limited
how long will i be like this
i fear worse being like an old impotent
unable to move
unable to breed
my pride is so livid
livid than a battered kid
i can play it cool
but deep inside i am burning like hell
i flashbacked my memories
those things that have molded me
those people that have ignited my fury
those experiences that made me swallow my own pride
should i bring it back?
no, i guess not
i should just dance with the song what fate plays
is it right?
i don't know the steps
maybe that's why i am doing it over and over again
can you see the passion of money?
or rather can you see the passion in me?
i am loosing out of control
i want you to hold me
i feel so blankfolded
really

now can you see me sinking down the hole?