By cryingshame58
Date: 2006 Dec 15
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Phenomenal Twists

when i heard your intentions from your own lips
i became lost in memories of similar circumstances such as this one--all too often...

each time i've tricked myself into a phenomenal denial that i have survived the worst of your floods and ruins...

however, tonight i am reminded that each brutal blow drops me closer to my bottom...

alone however not afraid i am crawling to my warm safety net to lick my wounds...

after i've slumbered i will build the strength of renewal...

am i repeating and radiating false hopes?

do I justify this falsehood and allow it to keep twisting me inside out?

i refuse to allow you to destroy me and instinctively i keep regaining the beats to refresh my heart...

significant credits to God's Almighty love and grace fills my mind, body and soul to rise and begin again....