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By lilla Date: 2007 Jul 02 Comment on this Work [[2007.07.02.11.40.23102]] |
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tama ka... kakainlove talaga, di ba? ....when you romantize about it di ba? impressive credentials, really. and the offer ... flattering. but that's exactly what falling in love is all about. pompous. am 37 now.a marriage that went down.with a 10 year old angel to raise. am done with falling in love. am tired of the trimmings. after several relationships,they all faded and died with time, physical beauty, intelligence, romance. after all 14, with some i fallen in love with,in fact i married one,i never really loved. they all just flattered me & made me proud. i hardly took the risk. i thought marrying one of them was a risk,nah,i left it anyway. i was young and clueless of what love was really all about. yeah, am 37, and at 37 ... 'am takin' risk now. of all i lost and whatever else i have to lose. to face up to my family. to reason with my daughter. to ask God the impossible. ... to owe up to something i never knew about. accept defeat and embrace it. ..to hurt and still be hurt ... and see the future beautiful even with empty hands. can somebody please tell me what this is. coz i dont know. |