By briana kassia
Date: 2007 Aug 19
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no fire

like smoke our time is slipping away
untouchable, ungraspable
intangibility tiring me
beyond enduring
I keep trying
feeling the pressing need
to own our only time
together

I am unable to point
to even the one memory of you
only promises
that root into my soul
that pin me here
however I may struggle:
a moth that flew in an open window
caught on the pinpoint of light
the lying promise of love,
fulfillment
when only pain is actual
and lavish moon-dusted wings
are turned to ash and anguish
death is freeing
if frightfully final

I can only hold
to what little rest
the heated afternoons bring
I can only abide in
the oblivious obscurity
exhaustion
the deep and dark ache
of plans undone
memories unmade

smoke, but no fire