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By lilla Date: 2007 Aug 24 Comment on this Work [[2007.08.24.07.58.8810]] |
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i don’t want to know you. the way you were talked about i wish to know you in your own fashion to see you crazy happy each time you talk about the good life and see sadness or even tears about your hurts and the reasons why i love to listen all day to plans that did not turn out and cheer you, lead you on for dreams that are still out for grabs. i am tired of hearing of things that you said whether true or not they were all unpleasant much so stories of who’s keeping you now coz sure you wouldn't want to hear mine either we both do not have the right so why should we even care about that. a few times, you know, I did try to clear the air between us yet in many ways than one you always always turn your back around but please remember every single word that reaches me every deed done to wrong me is a step away from you block more roads, burn more bridges another brick on the wall between us. and yes I used to love you from afar i didn’t mind before so why should I now id keep it neatly tuck under my pillow and try again to dream of good ones about you of the man I used to believe in instead of the one I was told about think of sweet things I long wish to hear from you and not the ugly ones they all try to lift from your tedious, painful silence or even may be from a few words that you spoken. so lemme me push myself deeper into slumber and instead of having the pleasure of watching me burn turn your face away so you would not see me break just lemme grow myself scarce and baby, please don't ... catch my ashes as they fall. |