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By lilla Date: 2007 Sep 20 Comment on this Work [[2007.09.20.09.55.10028]] |
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ang sakit di ba .... tinatawag kitang kaibigan... pero lahat INAABANGAN MO LANG SA FRIENDSTER. isang gabi uupo tayo sa isang mesa, kakain ... iinom, minsan kakanta pa, at madalas tumatawa... pero ... alam mo pa ba? me ginawa ka ba? sa akin masakit ... pamilya ko, DOGNUTS, high school, college, mga mars ko at mga bago ... wala doon pero kahit pa hindi nila naiintidihan ... eto ako .. salu salo nila ... ... kaya nga eto uli ... isang lamesa ... iinom ... tatawa ... tangap ko na ... hanggang dun lang. KAYO. ... at pasensya na ... wala nang kwento pa ... sa akin .. kay jhun .. kay sophie ... ke xander ... ke gerry boy ... kay ... at kay ... kung saan na ang ngayon ... at saan pa bukas ... kung sino ang kasama ko at kung ano man ang ginagawa ... imahinasyon mo na lang. ...minsang ang sarap lang isipin ... na isang sandali sa buhay ko ... hindi nyo alam ... ang luwag ng pakiramdam ... ang luwag luwag ... kasi naalala nyo ba ... nung minsan ... na ang sikip sikip ... nasan ka? nasaan? *** ~~ my first attempt to write a prose in Filipino. (...to my non-Filipino-speakin' co-blenders ... here's the English translation) it does hurt ... i call you friend but everything now you just read from friendster one night ... we sit in one table dine ... drink ... singing most of the time we laugh but ... do you still know? did you do anything? it hurts me ... my family, DOGNUTS, high school, college, girl friends, new ones ... were never part of it but even if they dont understand ... here i am ... safely cradled in their arms so here we are again ... one table ... drinking, laughing ... i have accepted this, this is how it goes. This friendship. so please forgive me ... no more stories ... about me ... about jhun ... sophie ... xander ... gerryboy, about this ... about that ... where is now ... how about tomorrow ... who i am with and what i have been doing .. just imagine everything. ... sometimes it feels good, a minute in my life, that you guys dont know, it feels so light so light do you remember, that one time … too tight too tight. Where were you? Where? |