By lilla
Date: 2007 Sep 24
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guni-guni

ano ba ang pagsisihan ko
eh wala ka naman sinabi
paano ako manghihinayang
sa isang bagay na hindi ko alam
paniniwalaan ko ba
ang mga kathang isip lang
maasahan mo ba
ang puro mga pangarap lang
eh yung masakit, gagaling pa kaya
eh ni hindi mo nga alam ang dulot umpisa
kung paano magpatawad
ng walang pagsisi
at paano rin kalilimutan
ang talagang wala naman
maayos pa ba
di ba sabi mo nga
"hindi na, tanggap mo na"
kaya sige na nga
hayaan na nga
ngayon ...
huli man ang lahat
hayaan mo na
ako naman ang mag uumpisa.
baka nga tama ka
maaaring wala nga talaga
o kaya
hanggang dito lang nga.


for my non-Filipino co-blenders ...

illusions

what i have to be sorry for
you never said anything
how can i regret
something i never knew about
what i will believe in
when all was in the mind
can you ever rely
to all things that were just dreamed about
will we ever heal from pain
we never understood why
of how to forgive
without apologies
and how to forget
something that never existed
can this ever be fixed
when you already said
"not anymore, i conceeded"
so alright
let it be
now
while it may be too late
its my turn to move on.
perhaps you were right
either there was really nothing
or this was just our everything.