By lilla
Date: 2007 Oct 08
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[[2007.10.08.19.51.13195]]

One day A Message from Me to You ... in Your Mailbox This Time



No guts for me to send you a private
message. Soon may be.

While I havent mustered that yet. Am
taking my chances here.

I know you hurt, too. And am trying
to understand that.

But many bad funny things lately.
Youre a good friend to me and I feel
it was a lapse on my part not to even
attempt to tell you/ask you that
last time. But Id had enough of bad
press in recent times so I tried to
ignore things like this.

It hurts me, too to be asked. Coz I
really do not want to be part of this
circus anymore. Aint my kinda game.
I have a very simplictic view of
morality --- one that does not hurt
others. So this, my friend, is far
out of my comprehension and conscience.

I hope that what gets to me, by the
day, is a mistake. And in case there
is a bit of truth in it. I hope when
I get to tell you, youd take my word
that I didnt and will never have any
part in it.

Just in case, kuya, do move on
(without looking back I hope) ... I
wish myself the same.

Be well, my friend.

I r M a