By lilla
Date: 2007 Oct 30
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[[2007.10.30.21.18.6554]]

'too tired of 'good times'

it's like having a really
bad headache
then somebody would say
lets roll and a have a
good time
'am tired of "good times"
all i wanna do these days
is to snuggle up in bed
and be cuddled by people
who sincerely cares about me
no words said
no walls in between
no questions
no prejudice
no lies
no half truths
just pure space
silence and
some great lovin'
and that sweet scent of
peace.

... i woke early today, opened my friendster, and read this bulletin.  this is in response to what was written there beautifully, truthfully, it went:

remember who did what,when it wasnt needed.remember,too who did nothing when you needed it the most.they have
the same weight.please dont lose sight of that.
happy to see you better off.you just dont realize it at this time. (understandable).you will soon.and when you do,dude,dont go back.
yeah,alls gets to keep the baby.thanks for all the daddy ka na lessons,ill keep them handy.
dude,youre still here.right here,this part covered by my sternum (dont wanna blurt it out,youd get pissed na naman).
hopscotch."


postcript:
*** thanks to Nove and GerryBoy ... those nights they tucked me to bed.  sober. those mornings he brought me coffee in my room (coz i dont eat breakfast)... and yeah roses. sweetness.    

(so now i have to keep my word ... to smoke only when i drink.  so id better sober up to stop chimney puffin' ;)  all my love guys)